I can.not.believe that blessed summer is over! I am living in denial. Feels like I went to bed in June and woke up to almost September! But it is turning cooler, (well, it was anyway. It feels like summer again this week) our garden is over, leaves are starting to fall, school has started again, and well, yes, I suppose it is fall, but wow! That came fast! We had a wonderful summer. We really did. A few camping trips here and there, altho' not as many as we hoped. Family reunions, swimming, playing in the sun, working together.... it was all good. But alas, all good things must come to an end. I might as well sit back, fasten my seat belt, and enjoy the ride. Because I have a feeling this thing called time will not slow down much.
First day of school was August 31. It was an exciting day! Tucker started 1st grade and according to him, its the best thing in the world. To say that he loves school, is putting it mildly. He is crazy about it! I don't know how long it will last, but I sure am glad for his enthusiasm now. Jasmine is in 3rd grade. She has a new teacher this year, but likes her just the same. We do have a great school and a wonderful set of teachers. We are so blessed!
(she is happier than she appears)
( please just avoid the little wild child stuffing his mouth in the background. He DID have breakfast! )
Meanwhile, these 2 little charmers keep me occupied. (and each other) I was a bit worried about what Wyatt will say once his older brother isn't around. He is his little shadow. But so far so good. He is now "in charge" of his little sister and he seems to take his job seriously. lol She follows him around and does everything he does. I love watching them play together. They are so funny! Of course, they fight, too, but mostly its just a bunch of jibber jabber and messing around. They are very good at making messes! Like I said, they keep me occupied.
(this picture makes me giggle everytime.)
They spend hours outside playing outside. I have no idea how it will go or what they will do once it gets cold. I just try not to think about it too much.
(a "picnic!")
Wyatt is still not talking much. I should say- not talking plainly. He tries.. really hard. We get frustrated, He gets frustrated. He will be 4 in February. We're debating about whether we should do something more for him.We want to do what we can to help him and limit the many frustrations this all causes. But we want to make sure we do the RIGHT thing. Any suggestions or answers for us?
(big sister was telling him to be a "cool dude." he does the look well )
This little girl is at such a fun stage right now. She is saying more words every day- talks just as much or more than Wyatt. Naughty, ornery, charming, mostly sweet. Oh how we adore her!
(even with a dirty mouth- isn't she just adorable? Ok, you do not have to answer that. I know I am biased.)
Thanks for the encouraging comments on my last post. I am feeling much better. Its not easier, but I am trying to find JOY on this journey and EMBRACING the moments and it has been going a lot better. It was just one of my down times and I thank you for bearing with me as I bore my heart. It is encouraging to know that there are others out there who struggle with the same things.
Totally change of subject.....
I love music. Different kinds of music, but good choral music is my favorite. Now I am not one that has music playing all day long. But I have a lot of favorites I listen on You Tube. This is my all time favorite. Its not a new song. In fact, its pretty old. I'm sure you've all heard it before. But it sounds like something from heaven. I just LOVE this song!
(ok, I can't get the link to work, but try clicking on the box below.)
Happy Sunday!
Wednesday, 14 July 2010
WHOOSH!!!
Excuse me while I dig through the layers of dust. It's almost embarrassing, but I won't attempt to make any excuses.
Summer is going way too fast and my children are growing up way too fast and life is.... well.... just life. Raw life. Its not always easy and honky-dory. God has been working in my life and He's still working. It has to do with that HUGE GREAT thing they call... MOTHERHOOD!!!!! Before I became one, I had NO IDEA how HARD and DEMANDING it is to be a mom. I felt totally unprepared, But somehow through the following years, I just "did it." I don't even know how. But now as my children are growing older, it hit with a BANG and suddenly I feel like I am completely drowning. I feel trapped.
A few months ago, I shared with a dear friend some of my struggles. She could identify so well, because she herself has been/ is going through the same struggles. We cried together and she assured me of her prayers. A few weeks later, she gave me a card filled with encouraging promises.
I cling to these promises-
- when I fear failure- Deuteronomy 33:27- The eternal God is thy refuge and underneath are the everlasting arms.....
- when I am weary- Isaiah 40:31- But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not faint.
- when I feel like I can't go on- Philippians 4:19- But my God shall supply ALL your need.....
- when I feel discouraged- Isaiah 41:10- Fear thou not; for I am with thee; be not dismayed; for I am thy God; I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of My righteousness.
- when I am swimming in all the demands of the present life- Isaiah 43:1-2- But now, thus says the Lord who created you... and He who formed you... Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have called you by your name; YOU ARE MINE; when you pass through the waters, I will be with you.and through the rivers, they shall not overflow you. when you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned......
Being a MOM is a tremendous responsibility. Sometimes I feel like totally giving up. Its too hard. I can't do this. But then, as the aforementioned friend told me, our children are the ONLY thing we can take with us to Heaven. When I look at it that way, its pretty awesome and overwhelming to think that God entrusted ME with these children. He could have chosen to give me none. But He didn't.
Praise God! He is faithful and will give ME the strength I need for this wonderful journey.
Ahh, I have missed you all. I think it will be good to be back.
There is somebody sitting behind that screen, it has been so long I thought you were gone. I'm sure you are just back here to see whats going on with all your friends.......you did know you still had friends here........right? I know, I know.....facebook is more important these days. I think thats the only word I see or hear (if I could hear) anymore, although twitter is being mentioned as well. Its so good to see your still alive and hopefully you will come back to visit me more often.
Your long lost Xanga site.
P.S. You didn't think I would let you off without a Happy Birthday did ya! Its not everyday somebody turns ahem...cough...cough, boy, you'll have to excuse my throat. THIRTY-ONE
written by someone other then Ma.
Tuesday, 05 January 2010
The Most Wonderful Time of the Year....
This year, I can honestly say that. It all started with spending a few lovely days over Christmas with some of my family on Pennsylvania. There were only a few of us. We missed those who couldn't be there. 20 people versus 70+ is a big difference. But we discovered how great it can be even with just a few of us. It was very low-key and relaxing. Not much shopping and going away. Just lots of good food and laughing and nibbling and talking and eating going on. (No joke there. Serious diet coming right up!) And lots and lots of Settlers. We got addicted to that game. I even won once! Lots of quality time together. It was just plain down fun--- pure and simple.
We arrived home Monday evening. No school for the whole week, and no work for Erin for the whole blessed week----- VACATION!!!!!!!!!! We've had school vacation before, but never before in our married life has Erin had off work the entire week. It was usually hunting season or he had to work at least a few days, or SOMETHING! This year it was no work and no hunting. No schedule, staying up late (err, umm.. early ) sleeping in late and being lazy... literally. We had all grand intentions of getting some work done around here, but it just felt too good to do nothing. So we did. Played games, read books, sat around the cozy fire, and enjoyed being with the best people in the world. I love my little family! I am overwhelmed with gratitude. Do you have any idea how blessed I am??
New Years Eve we spent with some friends, then on New Years Day we were with extended family. All fun!
Our one school teacher had a big snowstorm over the weekend and was snowed in, so yesterday, school was called off, and the vacation continued. Well, for some of us- Erin had to go to work. Now today, its back to reality. That's not all bad, tho. I imagine its time to get back into a schedule again and get some things done. All good things must come to an end.
Its been snowing and brutally cold. It hasn't gone above 20* for the last 3 days at least. Jasmine might have to go to school and Erin might have to go to work, but I don't plan on going anywhere for a few days. I am quite happy to stay inside where its warm and the fire is burning and do some catch-up work. I am hoping to maybe do some scrapbooking. Its been a long time and I am so far behind.
I am not a big fan of winter, tho, and have a tendency to get post-holiday blues. But for now, I am happy and feeling so very blessed.
So yes, I can honestly say- It is was the most wonderful time of the year!!
Blessings to you all in 2010!
The Little House
My children have, for quite some time now, been begging to make a gingerbread house. Several weeks before Christmas I bought a kit and it sat here, waiting, till one day we finally had chance to get it together. It didn't happen till AFTER Christmas, but oh, what fun we had! Messy, very messy, but oh so fun!
The best part of it all.
The little house now graces our table, and every so often a piece of its goodness disappears. But we finally made a gingerbread house. And the children are happy!